EmotionaL

-Make You Feel My Love -

2011-06-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

Good News

I got promoted to QA engineer!

Bad News

Stress Level is much higher!

Am I able to take up the challenge?

Confidence! Confidence!

-BE.KNOW.DO-

Think I got to push myself to the limit and see how far I can go in this company! =D

Best of luck to me!

I'm getting fatter! *shit* Need to go on diet and exercise!

Anyone with me? Ha!

Age is catching up fast. What Had I done in these past few years? =( Work Work Work & Work.

Seriously, got to sit down and think of what i want for my future. But how? SOS..

Met up with my girls for a lil chit chatting session last friday. Always nice to have them around. =D

Next up: Chalet!

Next month, is our 4th Anniversary! Time flies... And still, my love for him did not change. <3

Although this journey is tough, lets overcome it together. Communication & trust is the most important thing in a relationship. :)

Sometimes, I might be paranoid. Thanks for tolerating me. =)

"Time is a wheel in constant motion, so you just have to ride with it and take all the bumps and turns. Just focus on the destination and it will get you through."

Faith.Courage.Trust

2011-06-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

I need some courage to carry on...

Faith.Courage.Trust

2011-06-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

I need some courage to carry on...

Random

2011-06-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

Freedom

-My Lovely Girls-

I've abandon my blog for such a long period of time, was just too busy with my work. =S

Even though busy with work, I'm still able to spare out some time to relax and chill!

Went Bintan & USS with my girls & went genting with my colleagues. Totally enjoy myself! =D Next up - A short HTHT chalet, Taiwan & Korea! LOL!

Not forgetting, my elder bro got married! =D 黄家大喜事！*Happy*

Things are still the same with my dearest Yan. =D Time Flies. Our 4th Anniversary round the corner. 1 more mth to go =D Looking forward. =) Loved! <3

Faith.Courage.Trust

Getting old. Time is always never enough to use. =( How I wish time can slow down.

Should I study Uni? *wondering* hmmmm~~

Alright, I don't what I should type anymore. LOL.

So, Bye.

BullSHIT!

2011-03-06T19:13:00.001+08:00

In life, I believe everyone have ups and downs. Before jumping into conclusion, do you people think on what you say? Things happened 2 years ago, not recently. Plus, I'm not the one talking about it though, this topic have been going on for so long! And I don't have the intention destroy anyone's life, why will i do that for? Does it benefits me? The answer is NO! So I got nothing to hide about. So I just face it. If you never do it, or whatsoever, why you bother on what people think?? That's what I think.

Seriously, some friends are mend to keep, some ain't! So I don't much bother.

In life, we don't need to have so many friends, a handful will do.

People who understand me and knows me well, know how am I like. People who don't, I don't bother!

We mature in all these problems. Is just the matter on how you face it.

I being through so much during my sec. sch life, not that I don't.

I don't believe that when hanging out with friends, no gossip is being said. This is part and parcel of our life. Please just face the fact.

So from this point onwards, I won't bother about you people. Seriously, is pointless.

I'm happy with my simple and peaceful life.

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I'm back from my bintan trip! I enjoyed it with my girls(Bon, christine & Doris) too bad, siying was unable to join us but it's ok. I'm planning up the next one! USS! Looking forward too! =)

For photos, pls go to my facebook! Thank you so much! =)

PENCIL FIRST CHINESE NEW YEAR

2011-02-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

LUMIX LX5

2010-11-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Simply, I just love my new Camera, Lumix LX5!

2010-11-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

Since a couple of month I updated here.

October Birthday celebration with my ladies, Christine, Doris, Bon & Siying.

Here are some of the PHOTOS:

November 12, Huayu(s) 4th Annual Dinner @ Nogawa Sentosa.

My Bestie in Office - Jie Yu <3

Will miss when she is not around. =S

Mr Derek

Our Mr Nice Boss - Mr Wong & Mr Tey

Chris

Although the time you been in this company is short. Still, nice knowing you!

Plus, he is Mr HUAYU!

I had a wonderful Night, won a jackpot prize! Whoo~ Lucky me.

November 21: My eldest bro bdae!

Went bishan Prawning, with Bryan, Jason, seymin, kaiwen and weishu.

Me, Byran and Jason tried the fish SPA!

OMG! Look! My legs is surrounded by toothless fish, sucking all my dead skins!

We caught 16 prawn that night. I only caught 1. =S

2010, is coming to a end soon,
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.

I believe

2010-10-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

Last week was a roller coaster week for me.
Simply, I don't know how to put it in words.

What does marriage means to everyone? Guess everyone would give me the same answer?
Marriage is a social union or legal contract between people that creates kinship

I'm just a simple girl, who wish to get married in my late 20s and have a lil family of my own. =)
But I didn't get the answer I want. But I'm willing to have some faith and courage to face what's gonna happen in the future. I'm willing to take the risk.
Baby, I hope that you would have some faith in yourself! Believe that we can be different!
Thanks for being honest with me.

"明知道爱情并不牢靠

但是我还是拼命往里跳

明知道再走可能是监牢

但是我还是相信只是煎熬

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲

太容易让自己沉沦

太容易不顾一切满是伤痕

但是我还奋不顾身

但我相信有点可能"

SWEET SPOT.

2010-09-21T00:52:00.001+08:00

Again, Time Flies!

Life is short, we must learn to cherish our loved ones around us.

The sweetest things in life is when you knows that the one you love, loves you back too. =D

.~~S W E E T S P O T~~.

courage, faith, confidence,trust

love is something we are learning.

cherishing each other is what we promise.

Faith is what we hope both of us can give.

Courage is what we have to retrieve.

Time is all that's left to prove our beliefs.

Missing her/him is all he/she is thinking.

I'm going Taiwan on 1st Oct to 8th Oct!

Whoo...Looking forward!

Taiwan here I come!

=)

2010-08-30T23:16:00.001+08:00

=D

The hardest thing in life is seeing your love one leaving you as time pass by.
Time Flies!

Last friday met up with my lovely gfs! It's always nice having them around, gossiping and crapping around.
I'm really fortune to have you girls in my life. Thank you girls staying around by my side =D
Christine & Doris going HK. Take Care!
Bon Mei going UK. Please take gd care of urself during the 2 weeks.
Meet up soon again!
-L O V E D-

WHAT'S LIFE ALL ABOUT?

2010-08-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

Laughter is all I'm looking for.
Photography is so amazing! It capture happy moment of our life.

Having this guy by my side over 3 years! He is my best friend, my boyfriend, my listening ears, my soulmate, whom I'm willing to spend my life with. No one is perfect in this world. Having someone you love, and loves you back, it's hard to find.
Cherish all the moments spend tgt. Live no regret. Things will work out no matter what. Everything takes 2 hands to clap. =)
Simply, I Love You!

What's life all about?

大千世界,
多一人牵挂是一种幸福;

茫茫人海,

多一人相知是一种骄傲;

人生旅途,

多一人相伴是一种福气,

红尘多扰,

多一声问候是一种慰藉.

I only have one word to describe my life, SIMPLE. Or even three words, SIMPLE YET SWEET.

In one week, there are 7 days, Monday to Saturday, WORKING! I only left Half of sat and Sun to relax and chill, which I think isn't enough for me! I'm so exhausted. I need my REST! !@#$%

I adore all these girls! =)

Meet up soon!

Loved!

White flag

2010-07-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

"Happiness is not found at the end of the road,

it is experienced along the way.

So take not for granted each moment of your life

you will find a reason to be happy each day."

In my mind, I have lots of thoughts, but none of it came through. Why?

I'm just day dreaming I guess. =S

Anyway, On the 9th of July 2010, marks our 3rd Year Anni.

~Time Flies~

With a blink of an eye, we came so far, which never thought of before. I cherish every single moment we spent together.

Plus, together in this journey, pencil came along. =D

We have long way to go............

Simply, I love you! ( Don't know whether you are reading anot. LOL)

The negative part of my life, would be at work.

Literally, my working environment sucks!

So many political issues! All of it are crap!

I don't how to explain the situation. I have no choice but to continue working till end of this year. =(

Imagine the day I tender to my Uncle. How would his reaction be like?

Pissed off? hmmm... many colleagues said that he wouldn't let me go, I doubt so. LOL

-We shall see -

"Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything back around."

=D

2010-06-17T09:18:00.000+08:00

Took a half day leave, I'm having my medical review later in the afternoon. *Worried* Hope everything gonna be fine~ *Pray*

These few weeks, my lower back hurts. I have no idea why. =( What should I do?

Saw the news ytd. Orchard road was flooded! This means orchard road, drainage isn't that good after all. LOL!

Working is still tiring afterall. I drag myself to work every single day. =S I thought of changing work. But alot of questions pop into my mind. I worked here for 1 year, I have already adapt to the environment here, if I change job, I got to adapt to another new environment again. This is tiring. Would I get a better pay? *Confused*
Recently, one of my colleague got fired by my boss! I wouldn't forget the scene. It's so scary.
Partly is the colleague fault. She took finish all the 14 days MC & leave that we are entired to, within half a year. So can you imagine how many days she nvr come to work every week? Hais*

Pencil got injured! He fractured his back leg. So poor thing! =(
Currently, he will be staying in my hse for a week, due to yan mum away from Singapore.
Babyan, Pencil will be under intensive care at my hse! * No worries!*
Whooo...I trained pencil to poo poo n pee pee on the newspaper! Yup! Trained at my hse only! wahahahha...

ON LEAVE!

2010-06-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

I'm on leave today...
Purpose of taking leave is to go the Jurong Medical Centre for the Ultrasound xray for my throat.
The nurse squeeze jelly solution onto my neck, it feel so yuck. Just like scanning for baby. LOL!
17th June, going back for medical review. Hoping everything will be fine. =)

Went Tan Tock Seng Hospital to visit my grandmother, she undergo a surgery 2 weeks ago, blockage in the small intenstines. The scar was about 15cm long I guess. It's really heart aching to see my 87 year old grandmother undergo such a surgery. It's really painful!
She isn't in good condition. Both he legs are swollen. =(
Praying that she will recover soon!
Ah ma Jia You! =D

I miss pencil~

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

BORING SHIT!

2010-05-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

"Each day is a new canvas to paint upon. Make sure your picture is full of life and happiness, and at the end of the day you don't look at it and wish you had painted something different."

Some old updates:

Last weekend met up with my poly friends! Miss those times we had in NP.

Doing all sort of cock up stuffs! It's memorable.

Always, when we meet up, a few activities is a must~

Which is dinner and Drink(CHILL)!

I can say that I'm the only lady in thewhole group.

Although sometimes is boring, but still you guys will still entertain me for sure. Appreciated!

Hope the next meet up will be coming soon~~~BBQ~

*Moments captured*

Last week, went to GuangZhou (Foshan) with my colleague, JieYu for 5 days. It's tiring. I'm slowly getting sick of taking plane. it's so cramp and tiring!
The factory over there, it's really very huge, 5000 over employees. =0.
After 5 days, I gain weight! WTF! ARGHH!
At least I got some gd and cheap stuffs from there~ LOL!
Anyway, I find this paragraph like crap~ Forget about it.
Work is boring always!

My weekends all BURNT! I have to work! boring shit! Fuck! Hate it! But I do not have a choice! arghh!

Updates

2010-05-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

Yvonne!

My dearest lil Sis, she finally hit her 21st birthday!

Simply, I just love her!

There's a special bond between us that no one can explain.

No Matter where you are, I wouldn't forget you!

Met up with my girlfriends last friday to celebrate Yvonne's 21st birthday! Hope that you love the present we bought for you! With gfs around, there are always LAUGHTER.*none stop!*=D

I would not forgo this wonderful friendship.

*Cherished*

I love this girl! Christine!

It doesn't matter what happened in the past,

Forgive and forget,

This is where it brought us to, =D

Long lasting friendship!

Simply, I love this girl!

Doris!

Simply, she is a nice girl.

*L O V E D*

Loveable Bryan

Simply, with baby around, I feel safe. =D

Smile is always on my face. =)

Seriously, why my eyes are getting smaller & smaller?

PENCIL, simply he is adorable! =D

At Work

Time flies, I work 1 year in this company, with a blink of an eye.

As usual, work is boring! I guess I'm getting tired of working in this company.

As I work longer, more and more politcal problem, which I find it dumb!

Should I quit? I been thinking of this question for quite awhile.

If i quit, what kind of job should i look for?

Should I further study first?

*Confused*

I'm so broke this month!

Finally, I manage to get JAY CHOU Concert ticket on the 25th July, Sun. =D

Looking forward!

Finally meeting up with my poly mates tml! =D

*A late night out again*

*Illness*

Went to see specialist regarding my throat. The doctor say I have acid reflux, causes me to bloat and feel fatigue always.

What a super detail check on my throat, the doctor insert a long tube into my nostrils. The feeling ain't gd for like half an hour! WTH!

Besides this, Jun 3rd, I'm going for a X-ray scan.

Praying that the outcome isn't what I imagined.

*Everythings gonna be fine.*

Will be flying off next Monday to GuangZhou for job trip. *Boring*

Will be back on the Vesak day. My public holiday burnt! *saddened*

LOVED

2010-05-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

Some photos on the HongKong trip I went last month!

Our new love given name: Pencil

D.OB: 12/12/2009

Pencil is apart of us. =D

L O V E D!

HK HK HK HK Hk HK HK

2010-04-25T10:32:00.001+08:00

My flight is at 7.05am! I need to wake up at 4am! How great is that!

I'm so weak now!

2010-04-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

Currently working now. No one in office now. Me alone.. It's so quiet! =S

Anyway, I'm still not feeling very good, don't know why. =( When will the JMC call me? So long~~~~

Gonna work OT today again. Boring~

~~Seriously, I think I need a break. I'm so fatigue. For no reasons.~~

The secret of happiness is to make other believe they are the cause of it.

Gonna grab for Jay chou concert tickets tml! Hopefully able to get the $288 ticket!!! =D Wakakaka...

This is me! Ugly me~ Looks like a baby boy!

I'm sick

2010-04-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

I'm so worried. Went to see doctor today at polyclinic, seems like polyclinic doctor isn't much of a help. I request to see a specialist at Jurong Medical Centre. Hopefully, it won't clash on my business trip next week and the week after.

Took MC today. I'm so tired. I don't why. No matter how much i sleep. It doesn't seems enough. Somethings is wrong with me somewhere. But where? I don't know. =(

Gonna wait to see doctor again.
Hopefully the lines on my neck isn't the problem of all these. =(

May is coming, Soon, half a year will be gone. What have I done in this half a year? =S

Sunday, it's was my grandmother 87th Birthday! *happy* She looks healthy. *2 Thumbs up*

Thanks baby for the Marshall =D Simply, I love it!

HELPLESS

2010-04-16T23:29:00.001+08:00

Everything used to be good in the past. What causes to be in this state right now? I don't know. I always tell myself, don't think so much, forgive forgive. Is he taking me for granted again? I really don't know.

I am not paranoid or what so ever. I'm just upset or simply helpless. *tears just kept rolling down*

Now the qns kept appearing in my mind ARE "WHY?";"I don't know"; or even blank. I'm tired. I just want someone I can rely on. Sense of security. Am I asking too much? Why can't he understand? Am I so not worth you to love? =( Am I that bad?

Simply I just need a hug from you. = |

2010-04-16T13:19:00.000+08:00

Change if schedule:
26 Apr - 40 Apr - ShenZhen/ Hong Kong
03 May - 07 May - GuangZhou, Foshan

I'm so not prepared to go GuangZhou next week, luckily it's been postpone due to some reasons! =D

TGIF!

black sunday

2010-04-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

THIS IS ME. UNGLAMOUS.

TOASTED

Last friday, watched "Date Night" It's a humorous show. Worth watching. Since a long time I laughed so much in a show. LOL.

Kept trying to photoshop a nice CD cover for my company. Can anyone give me some opinions?

Which is nicer?

RIP

2010-04-09T13:12:00.000+08:00

Heard a very shocking news from my friend, Admad. One our friend, Chi Lam committed suicide on Monday. I was totally shocked and speechless. I felt sad. Although, we isn't that much of a close friend. Quite alot of things flash through my mind. May you rest in peace. Hope you had found the answer you are looking for.

人身如戲﹐戲如人身。

Thank god is friday! Hopefully I no need to come to work tml!
Today is what day? YANPING's DAY! Our 33th anniversary! =D
Looking forward later in the evening =D

TIRED

2010-04-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

My arms are breaking soon. This couple of days, I'm so tired. Carried a lot of heavy stuffs for almost the whole day! *fainting soon*
Plus, later I'm having my driving lesson! No strength! =( I need someone to help me massage!!! Or sponsor me go spa! =D

It's easy to gain weight, It's really hard to lose weight. Does anyone has any good suggestion on losing weight?

I miss my GFs =D meet up soon!

Somethings wrong with me!

2010-04-07T09:42:00.001+08:00

What's wrong with me this few days?

Everything doesn't seem right for me. I'm so tired... What's pulling me back to this state now? Seriously, I don't know. Sometimes, I wonder whether is it my working environment that is the cause of all these.

What do I want in my life?

Tears roll down my cheeks whenever quarrels. Am I the cause of all these? Sometimes I wonder, maybe it is. I am too paranoid. I'm not taking it as an excuse, but sometimes, somethings can't be controlled. It's the same as attitude. I'm getting more & more stubborn. Not willing to give in, feel that everything isn't my fault. After all, when I think back, actually it's all because of me. What should I do?

What's our future like? Never did I thought of it, because we will never fall onto this topic. Maybe we are just to afraid. Taking one step at a time. We had being together for so long, how much commitment are we able to give each other?

A human being has a natural desire to have more of a good thing than he needs.

Simply, I still adores you. *Hoping things will get better soon compared to last time*

No one will understands how much we being through together. Only ourselves. =)

Time is all we needed to prove everything that we did is worth it.

PRIDE!

2010-04-05T09:15:00.000+08:00

木村拓哉, he is so handsome!

This show, "Pride" was 2004 'HOT' drama.

I know I'm slow, BUT!

It's a very nice drama!

I'll Get by , I'll survive, time is all I need.

2010-04-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

Time flies, 5 more days to our 34th month. We being through so much, UPs & DOWNs, which no one can understand how much we being through this whole journey, only ourselves.
I don't know whats wrong with me this couple of weeks. Being so paranoid, even me, myself also cannot stand it. Maybe it's because of my bro incident that causes me to be like this. *phobia*, The impact is somehow huge, indirectly. How long will I take to recover? I don't know. I just pray that you will be able to by my side when I need you. =)

Lazy? No motivation? No~ It's just that I still haven't find the right track for my life. I am still finding.

In this outside world, everything is simply so practical, money is one of them, people might say, money can't do everything. Yes, I agree to a certain extend. Why? If without money, can we further our studies? Can we live a good life? The answer to it is no! That's the fact!

I know with the money i have now, I can't survive! Tell me what i should do?
I want to further study, but I do not have the money to do so. What should i do? I tried to save, but never will i save up so much money in such a short period of time.
In fact, I am lost. Currently, I am not happy working in this company, but I do have the courage to quit, as it's my uncle's company. But I just want to get out of this comfort zone. Hopefully, by end of this year I will have courage to say it.

When will I reach my goal?
When can i stop worrying about all these crap stuffs?

The world is crashing me down,

till I can hardly breathe now.

Every step I'm taking,

Sometimes might knock me down,

I got to be strong

Time is all i need.

The Unexpected

2010-04-03T09:31:00.000+08:00

This couple of weeks, everything isn't smooth for me. Regardless whether at work or family.
My company only has 26 peoples, but the political issues is like thousands over, it can't be solve. Why?
It's because of some hypocites among us. Why do some of them wants to act like this? It's because of benefits? I don't see any benefits in all these issues, it only causes misunderstanding and unhappiness at work, which I am now. =( Plus, I HATE people whom spread rumors around the office! What's the point of doing all these? Can anyone explain to me? In fact I know that, no matter which company we go to, is the same, because this is working life. Maybe I still haven't adapt to it.

While for my family, everything was fine at first, thought it is just a small issue. I never will thought that is such a big issue, whereby, all of us can't do about it to help, just advice them.
There are so many men out there, out of 10 of them, 9 are jerks! That's the fact! So ladies, be careful!
Maybe I'm consider lucky to have babyan by my side. To be honest, after this incident, I have phobia. Although it isn't my problem, but from what i seen, it's really scary. =(
Hopefully everything will be fine asap. Hope their marriage will last long. *pray hard* =)

Seriously, my memory is getting bad. =( What should I do?

FUCK UP!

2010-03-30T15:20:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why?

Why do some girl would want to be with a married man? Is she out of her mind? Or simply she is just a bitch/Slut?

Trying to destroy someone's marriage?

Not only you just destroy someone's marriage, you even destroy his family trust towards him!

Seriously, she is just fu*ck Up! Please do some self-reflection!

*super pissed off*

O L D photos!

2010-03-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

This is Life

2010-03-29T16:46:00.002+08:00

EGG MOUSE A.K.A PI DAN

I bought this mouse! Isn't it cute? LOL.

Watched " How to train your dragon"

Simply, it's nice! A very creative & cute show!

I guess 3D will be even better~

Meet up with my GFs last friday! Went down to Essential brew located at Holland Village to have our dinner. It is always nice to have them around. it wouldn't be boring. We have so much things to share with each other, regrardless is it work, relationships, travels & gossips!

I feel so blessed to have you girls around.

After our dinner, went down to Wala Wala to meet YiWei. I miss her so much! Really nice to see her back on track! We shall meet up again soon~

We do not need alot of friends,

a couple of close friends is enough to fill up the emptiness.

Currently, now I am blogging while I am working.

I am so bored at work!

Someone please help me!

My right upper eyelid keep twitching! *irritating*

Guess I am just to tired!

Finally, this week Friday, GOOD FRIDAY!

which means HOLIDAY! *Happy*

*rest rest rest*

I am praying, hoping my brother wouldn't make a decision that will make him regret for the rest of his life.

I am quite disappointed in him.

As his sister, what should I do, in order to help him?

I will be going to shenzhen and HongKong from 26th Apr to 30th April for work! *boring*

Hopefully i can do some shopping in Hongkong! =D

happy birthday again!

2010-03-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

-Can't stop Falling-

3rd March 2010:

My babyan 23rd Birthday =)
Before this day, on 2nd March, brought him to Dozo Fine Modern Japanese Restuarant to celebrate. Pictures shall do all the talking.
At the end of the 7 course meal. I have a lil surprise for him. A lil cake =D.

Sometimes I wonder, why do i care for this guy so much?

Confused

2010-03-01T12:16:00.001+08:00

*Wondering & Pondering*

Is it time to change job???

Values

2010-02-18T20:57:00.004+08:00

This little blog of mine, had accompany for 4 years. Yet I am still blogging. Throughout this 4 years, there are so many stories. My stories. Even though, it doesn't mean anything to whoever is reading my blog. But it mean a lot to me. It reminds me a lot of memories, which I have forgotten. =)

I changed. Becoming more lazy? No motivation in doing anything? Unlike last time? I don't know what's wrong with me. =(

These few years, life has being boring. * I guess?*

When will I find back myself? The real me? Who is able to help me? No one I guess ?

By the way, after for so long~ Finally, I have to the time to go renew my BBDC account. Booked my final theory, Will not miss it this time!!!! Plus, I apply for PDL too.. Starting my first lesson on next Sat. *Excited.*

Relationship

As I always says, TIME FLIES! It is not easy to keep such a relationship. Compromising is really important.

Baby & me had being together for 32 months. We being through so much. Although, we often quarrel, at least we have each other =D.

To Babyan:

I'm really glad to have you in my life, thanks for accepting who I am.

Simply, I love you ^^

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

"相爱没有那黱容易每个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那黱容易才会特别让人著迷

什黱都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆"

Happy New Year

2010-02-16T16:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year to whoever is reading my blog.

This year, can't really celebrate new year, so is quite bored. stayed at home.

Watched "Valentine's day" on Valentine's day, which falls on 大年初一 . Quite a nice show, which all the romance will never happen on me. Sad to say that.

Mood today isn't good. Kept waiting for someone, but he just never come. What's next?

I am really tired. This journey is really tough, who is there to guide me along?

Compromising isn't always the solution to all problems.

When romance is over, carry on with our life.

Will be resuming work on 22nd Feb. =) *Enjoy your holidays*

Avatar

2010-01-09T00:42:00.002+08:00

It 9th of the month again! Is YanPing day again! Our 30th month together, although there are unhappy problems in the middle of the journey, but is okay, we manage to overcome it. =)
Looking forward later in the day =)

Alright, is 2010! Time Flies! A week had passed. Next week I am flying off to Shang Hai for 1 week! Heard that is there is very cold right now! 10 deg. and below! I am going to freeze there I guess! Hope there will be Snow Snow Snow~~~~~ =0

A MUST WATCH MOVIE!
AVATAR!
I watched it twice, 2D & 3D! It was super duper nice!
How I wish there is this place, PANDORA! Is such a beautiful place! =)

At Work

Everything is doing fine for me at work. Not much of problem like last time, maybe is because at work, you have to open 1 eye, close 1 eye, then everything will be fine. =)

2010

2010-01-02T14:25:00.005+08:00

Is 2010! Time Flies~

2009 - What a year. So many things happened!

Graduation , Grandpa passed away, Finding work (Economy crisis), Korea Trip - Failed, BIG quarrel with yan, My 21st birthday.

Hoping that this year will be a fruitful year for me and everyone.

I would also like to thank all my friends and family who came to my birthday party. =D I really appreciated it. :)

Hua Yu Company Dinner 2009

2009-12-14T22:48:00.003+08:00

Jie Yu & Me
Mr Derek

My Bosses - Mr Wong & Mr Tey

They are really good bosses, I like. Really fortunate to have them as my boss!

There are still lots of pictures. Can't upload it. Keep giving me problem.. Argh!

My Journey

2009-12-13T01:10:00.004+08:00

I am back from my business trip from Germany and Switzerland. Weather there is super good. Cold. below 10 degrees.

Trip is short. 5 days trip. There is a time difference of 7 hours. Jet Lag still. *tiring*

Didn't manage to get much things from there. =( most of the time is spent on travelling on train.

I got my forst birthday Present from my uncle. A Tag Heuer watch. Thanks alot. I appricated it alot. And I got myself a Longchamp bag! =D Also got 1 for my Bro gf. Plus, I bought alot of choc. back from switzerland. Is very nice!!!!

Just now went to watch movie with yan, Couple Retreat. Not a bad movie. Is still okay, average.

The story is about 4 couples trying to work things out for their marriage, and they went on a trip to Eden island. where they have couple bonding programmes. And is a happy ending~

I have created a RSVP in facebook for my 21st birthday celebration. =) hopefully, most of them can come to this lil event. I will be much appricate it. =)

Sometimes, I do think alot. Or should i say too much? That make a fool of myself?

Last but not least, My bro is Married! whooo~~~ Congrats! I am really happy for him!

Germany

2009-12-07T12:15:00.002+08:00

I am at airport now, 2 more hours to board the Flight to Germany. Don't know should i say i am happy about going there or worried. =(. This trip seem so Stress!

Wish me Luck then, Hope everything will go smoothly when i reach there!

Russian Roulette

2009-11-24T22:35:00.008+08:00

Russian roulette is a potentially lethal game of chance in which participants place a single round in a revolver, spin

the cylinder, place the muzzle against their head and pull the trigger. "Russian" refers to the supposed country of origin of the game and roulette to the element of risk-taking and the spinning of the revolver's cylinder being reminiscent of spinning a roulette wheel.

The form of the game can be as varied as the participants or their motives (displays of bravado,boredom, suicide, etc.), but typically a single round is placed in a six-shot revolver resulting in a 1/6 (or approximately 16.67%) chance of the revolver discharging the round. Regardless of any player's position in the shooting sequence, his initial odds are the same as for all other players. The revolver's cylinder can either be spun again to reset the game conditions, or the trigger can be pulled again. Using revolvers with fewer chambers or increasing the number of rounds are variations that increase the risk of being killed in any given round of play.

Russian Roulette is such an interesting game? or should i put it a suicide game?

Life is just like this game, we don't know what will happen next. We should cherish everyone around us, before is too late.

"As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life"

Time Flies, 1 more month to 2010. Looking forward for a brand new year. Hopefully, next year will be better than this year. =)

Christmas & my 21st birthday is round the corner. Hopefully everything will go smoothly~ =)

Work

Work is boring, as I always says in all the previous entries! Office is just like a battlefield. Everyday, I drag myself off my bed just to go to work and get salary. Is this what I want? Do i like my current job now? I already have a answer in my mind. But I can't just quit like this, I need to give a very good reason, provided there is another good job opportunity for me. Too bad, currently now, don't have, due to the economy now.

I miss school days~ Stress free!

In society, there are so many different kind of people, everyone seem like putting a mask to work everyday, is there a need to be like this? hypocrite?

Finally, I understands what my parents always says. "出来社会工作不简单"

I am so exhausted. I need a long rest.

Love Life

Currently, my love life is quite stable. Guess is much much better than the past. =)

Still the same, taking one step at a time. =)

Blessing is all we need. =)

Ti amo

-Je veux ton amour-

Family

On Dec 5th, my eldest bro and his girlfriend is getting engage!

Congrats~ Can't wait for their wedding next year! =)

WHAT A FUCK UP DAY!

2009-11-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

In fact I don't know what I should write here. I just feel moody today, about work. =(

As what I had wrote in the previous entry about going Germany tml, last minute it was cancelled.

I wasn't upset about the germany trip was cancelled.

I am upset about my colleagues whom said all sort of unpleasant stuff behind my back and told my uncle about it, which is really what the fuck. But i didn't care, as long as I know I didn't do anything wrong, why bother about what they say about me? I just treat them as a group of auntie gossip gossip here and there. I guess all aunties are all like this during work? Cause they are just too bored!

After working there for like half a year. I feel that there is really no point for me to stay in this company to work for my uncle anymore. I see no future in this company. Why? Is because some people keep trying all sorts of way to stop me from climbing up. Stop me from learning new stuffs, back stabbing me, etc etc etc. Therefore my uncle didn't have a good impression about me, due to all these rumors! which is really unfair to me. But I can't do anything about it. Cos my uncle is blind by all these rumors and not willing to look into the situation!

Kin ship is more important than work. I would rather keep this uncle than losing him. Cos I respect him. So I will consider whether how long I am going to work here.

Guess the most important thing now is to save up and study! Till now I still don't know what course should I take up! =(

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L I F E

2009-10-25T01:30:00.004+08:00

Working life is boring. I prefer studying. Gonna save up and study private Uni. next year. But I do not know what course I should take. LOL! What should I do?

At work:

After working for about 5 months in this company. So far, everything is still good for me. But there are lots of conflicts here and there among the other colleagues of mine. Seriously, some of the *things* I heard is really damn LAME and childish. * cannot make it * Don't understand why there are this kind of people in this small lil company. How is this small lil company gonna survive if all its workers is like it?

Gossip here and there, All are Gossip girls. Think they watch too much of it! LOL!

We have to see and hear the problem, not only just listen! Someone told me this, but that person never do it. Not a good role model after all.

I am gonna go Switzerland & Germany next month! This is my first time going Europe, but is business trip. I am looking forward for it. Hope it will be a good one. The sad thing is that, I am going with my uncle only and no one else. =(

Personal Life:

Life is dull, as i work everyday. Don't really have much entertainment. *Lifeless* I am getting more and more lazy!

The worst part is I am getting fatter! =( Since the day i started working, I gain 5KG! Really is OMG! My tummy is coming out!!! *HELP! SOS*

I am broke. why? Is because I fix a DIY CPU! * heart ache* but is worth it!

Things is going well for me and yan. Just hope for the best for both of us. We ain't like last time, we mature from all the problems and mistakes we came through.

Finally my 21st birthday is coming! LOL! Guess i am just gonna have a lil BBQ session at east coast park. So just wait for my invitations~ hahahaha...

2009-10-19T11:41:00.002+08:00

L O V E D

R E Y~~~

-S M I L E-

I am totally speechless. I have no idea what to write. I guess, Photos is the best! heeee.....

I am OFF~ ByE~~~

what happened?

2009-09-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

shit! Is getting late, I can't get to sleep. What's wrong with me? *sigh*
Am I back to the point of getting hurt again? Letting him to hurt me again? I am putting my trust on him, hope that he wouldn'tt hurt me once again.
Seriously, as a relationship gets longer, lots of problems will starts to pop out. The way to overcome it is to compromise and trust he/she. But is a very difficult task. Once there is a phobia there. I am trying, is he there helping me or to gain back my trusts? Sometimes I wonder. Guess it's a question mark.

Monday blues

2009-09-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

Time flieS! End of long weekend, getting back to work tml. *boring* should have take leave for tml! :(
Today accompanied my family, since a long time I accompanied them, felt quite guilty about it. Can say things is complicated, which I doesn't like it.
I need to get a PC! A D.I.Y PC! My lappy is dead, after for 3 years, accompanying me through my poly life! Although, lots of my friends is super super lag! I still manage to use it till I
graduate, Hahaha.

The Ugly Truth

2009-09-21T01:15:00.004+08:00

What is the Ugly Truth of love? Can anyone answer me? Hmmm...
I have abandon my blog for quite a long time. Hahaha. Why? Is because I have been busy working and working! Working life is super super boring! = No life! Bring in some colours to my life! Someone please! Lol! And, can someone tell me what's life all about? Work?
By the way, Hahaha, I have a very very, super super super good news! I am going GERMANY in nov17 to 21. Whoop!!?! And the bad new is I go there to work. :(. But at least is a good experience! hee!

原谅我就是这样的女生

2009-06-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

我不够认份所以怕再为谁作出牺牲
爱要有天份所以我始终学不会放任
我不够天真不允许我傻傻的等
对自己残忍多残忍我要有分寸
我太过认真所以才相信所谓的永恒
爱让人慌神所以止不住不小心沉沦
我太负责任不允许有太多悔恨
对自己坦诚多坦诚我自有分寸
我只是无辜的人很需要叹气声
有一些文字的吻只留给伤过的人
明知道有些问题没有答案还是要问
原谅我因为我就是这样的女生

2009-06-14T10:33:00.002+08:00

Went IT fair ytd. Omg, so many people! *sqeeze here and there*
Finally, I bought a new laptop for my work. HP Pro Book 4411s. Shown in the picture above! Is really cheap! It cost me $1399 to get this lappy with good spec. *nice*
The only negative point about this laptop is the speaker, the sound driver does not support separate bass and treble settings. * Boring*

LOL, SH bought me a condom from China! hahaha..Thanks ah! It's really cute with the hp chain on. lol...

Ytd also went to work at Science Centre, part time job, from 9am to 4pm. Time flies working there.

I wanna change my phone! lol. Omg, I have so many things i want! How? I NEED $$$$!
Have to be hardworking! Everyday work work work, OT OT OT!

WORK

2009-06-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

Back from China for like a week plus. The weather there is good. Plus, the things there are really very cheap! wahahaha...

Working is so tiring~ My life is so plain~ Everyday work work work~ Yawns! Is just the starting only!

I have so many things to learn!!!!

I miss those good old days we had! =S

Let nature takes it course!

Flying off

2009-05-31T21:38:00.003+08:00

My life is so boring now. Work from Monday to Friday, almost everyday OT! Tiring! But, I have to work hard for my future now, when I am still young and capable, thats what my mum tell me, which i find it quite true!

Plus, I finally got my first pay! whooo...Although, isn't alot, but at least now every month I have a stable income. Got to save up!

Oh ya, I am flying off tml to Shanghai, pudong ( China) for about 3 to 4 days. I go there is for work! Shall update more, when i come back. Will be flying off at 10.30am. Got to reach by 7.30am! Early!!!

Yeah! I am getting a new laptop finally! For my work! whooo.... finally can get rid of this laggy com I using now!

This is a turning point for me! Jia You!

=D

2009-05-26T21:31:00.004+08:00

Finally meet up with my girls again to celebrate Bon's Belated 20th birthday! Chatted for so long! Nice catch up! Remember our Thailand trip next year! Save UP!

Our celebration after Graduation! hahaha...There are more pictures coming up, stay tune!

You guys are friends that i will remember!

Thanks for attending~appreciated. But someone is missing.

Where are we looking at? hmmmm~

My Poly 3 year buddy! Love her~ whooo~~~~

I decided to stay in my uncle company to work. Cause I think that working in his company, i can learn alot of things, plus, it is not just a office job unlike any other.

Although, it will be very stress working there, but i believe one day my effort will pay off!

My life is so boring now. Everything is about work now! Yawns~

Complicated!

2009-05-18T19:27:00.004+08:00

Alright, I have lots of pictures haven't upload. Lazy to upload. LOL!

GOOD NEWS!

I got a job! OR I can say 2 jobs! Omg.. I am so confused now, which one should I go!?!

One is my uncle's company, another is i found online and went for the interview.

Arghhh!!

Things for me is so complicated. How can I make it simple? *sigh*

We are so near yet so far.

How long will this last? I wonder!

Regretful

2009-05-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

Time Flies, grandpa had passed away about 2 weeks.

During this 2 weeks, nights have being scary for all of us. Hear noises and stuffs. *scared* But now, everything is still okay.

Simply, I miss my grandpa. *regret* Everything is too late.

Tml is Mother's day!

Happy Mother's day to all the mother around the whole.... Mum is the best!

I love my MUM!

Everything is complicated for me now! *sigh*

Job is so difficult to find now. I'm so broke now. SOS!

Regret

2009-05-03T15:35:00.002+08:00

Grandpa passed away on Monday 3.24pm. I was still at Korea. There is no flight back that day, we took Tue flight at 7.45pm. We reach Sg at 2am plus. It was a tiring flight back.

Rush back to my grandpa wake, tears just roll down. I was totally speechless and lost at that moment of time. Questions keep popping out, why ah gong never wait for us to come back? I told him to wait for us to come back before we go off. *sigh*

Seriously,i regret not treating him better in the past. Till he fall sick then i started taking care of him. I really regret! *sigh*

Everything is too late!

Some how i can feel that ah gong is still at home. He came back to visit us every single night! i never sleep properly every night! *Tired*

Korea here i come~

2009-04-25T18:35:00.003+08:00

Birthday Boy

Random!

These are the guys, I knew them for like 3 years! Really nice to have you guys as my friends!

Will miss you guys! When will be our next meet up?

You guys never fail to put a smile on my face at the end of the day!

Just before I go Korea, ytd went to Edmund's 21st birthday party at Sentosa. Since a long time i saw all of them! Took pictures with all of them, shall upload all the photos when I come back.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO EDMUND!

Flying off soon later! I'll be back on 2nd May! Take care everyone!!! Whooo~

2009-04-21T14:22:00.003+08:00

Jia Zhen Birthday, where is the birthday cake? lol

Mahjong~

Formal shot?

informal shot?

BALLOON~

20th May was Jia Zhen birthday, went to her chalet. Have a really nice catch up with all of them. All of us have grown up. Time Flies~

Miss those school time~

My life is in a mess now!

Whooo, Flying off this sat night! Korea korea korea~~~YEAH!

LOST

2009-04-14T10:53:00.002+08:00

I am so tired, as in physically.

Hang out with Des and chen at night for movie, Fast and Furious 4, was not bad, then went eat supper till like don't know what time, then both of them come my house ton. Early in the morning we went have breakfast, den went to play badminton, tennis and swimming. not forgetting, cai join us too! OMG! was really tiring.

I slept like, 15 hours? LOL!

I might look fine to everyone around me.

Is this the true me?

Give up?

2009-04-08T01:20:00.003+08:00

Guess who is the 2 guys beside me?

Seriously, I have no image le!

How am I feeling now?

Confused?

Maybe is really time for me to give up and move on with my life!

I need a JOB! Seriously!!!!

Watched "Confessions of a Shopaholic", o.O! is a nice show, I like, is very funny! hahahhaa.

Also watched "Handsome Suite"!!! I love this show! MUST WATCH! Is super funny and Sweet!

What should I do!?

2009-04-05T23:40:00.004+08:00

Unglam me!

What are we doing?

This is me!

Please Don't Jump!

Alright, Update!

31st mar

Went Henderson wave with des and chen. It was a tiring journey, but is fun. I enjoyed myself!

This are some pictures we took! There are more to come!

I am feeling much much better now.

Although, I still miss him so, I still love him so.

Time will heal? hopefully!

In a relationship, there is no right or wrong.

Forgive and Forget is the most important thing

Faith and courage to face all problems together during the way.

Is the process that is happy memories.

I miss those happy moments we had together!

I miss you crapping with me.

I miss the sound of your voice.

And I miss the rush on your skin

And I miss the still of silence

As you breathe out I breathe in.

I miss you, how you make me laugh!

I miss how you sleep when you snore or even sleep talk.

Simply, I just miss every moment.

I can be so mean when I wanna be

I am capable of really anything

I can cut you into pieces

But my heart is broken.

How could I be so obnoxious?

What is it with you that makes me act like this?

I've never been so nasty.

I am really looking forward for my Korea trip!

My grandpa condition is getting worse. Really feel sad to see him like this now. He is now in hospital now. *worried*

I really appreciated all my friends who have been there for me this period of time! Thanks alot!

Especially, Desmond, chen wei and khairul!

Is there still hope?

2009-03-26T14:03:00.003+08:00

I am back from genting. I enjoyed myself there.

Hoping that when I come back, there will be a good ans from him, in the end, situation gets worst.

Guess there is no turning back. Move on with our life.

Even if we get back, things wouldn't be like last time anymore.

I am not gonna do anything, and wait.

No matter how much effort I put in, I am transparent to him still. I am nothing to him.

I can't bear to let him go, but I have no choice but to.

Thanks for the past 20 months!

M I S S E S

2009-03-21T00:58:00.002+08:00

Lets have a meet up again! Miss you girls!

Unbeautiful

2009-03-20T23:26:00.004+08:00

Life is so unpredictable.

Anything can happen.

Who knows what will happen next?

I realise that no matter how much you hate or don't like a person, you still will feel sad when you heard the news that he/she is gonna leave us soon.

Today heard a bad news, my grandpa had Lung cancer. Why is people around me getting these illness? Last year it just took my uncle life. Seriously, it takes a lot of people life's already! Is there any cure to it?

My grandpa is already 86 this year! Can consider that he is very fortune to live till this age. So he is not gonna to do anything, taking one step at a time and wait for his time to come.

He had stayed at my house for like over 7 to 8 years. Time Flies!

In fact during these period of time he stays here, I didn't really treats him well? Because I am holding grudges against him? But when the moment of time when I know he had cancer, my thinking and feeling changed. My tears nearly roll down. Memories just flash back, when I was a kid how he treated me and stuffs. Actually he dote us alot.

*Speechless*

I tell myself that he is already so old, just let him do what ever he feels like to do. Even he want to curse people, I also don't care, as long as he is happy. Just hope that he would enjoy his life from now on.

Forgive and Forget is what I have learnt.

Life is really short. Enjoy the time with your loves one and cherish them!

I will still be here!

2009-03-19T23:12:00.006+08:00

This is KHAI! You are a nice friend!

So gay hur!LOL! I have know them for 7 years! Time Flies!

-My head!!!-

-Another side of us-

Alright, past few days have been meeting up Des, Chenwei and Khai! Nice catching up!

Monday went ToponeKTV at bugis, sing till I lost my voice. Now my voice is so sexy now!

Went watch the movie "PUSH" with Des on sat. hmm.. it wasn't a really nice movie, find the storyline abit stupid!

In fact, this week isn't a good week for me. So much things happened!

My handphone is starting to giving me lots of problem, hope it will not dies off!

Ahgong is in hospital due to diebetes. Gonna go for operation tml, hope everything will be fine!

Something lil for my baby,

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears

And so you fight to keep from pouring out

But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul

Do you think that there's enough you might drown

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak

If no one is left standing after the bombs explode

If no one wants to look at you for what you really are

I will be here still

No one can take you where you alone must go

There's no telling what you will find there

And God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones

It's screaming every step, "just stay here"

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2009-03-15T21:48:00.003+08:00

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Looking Forward!

2009-03-12T21:14:00.002+08:00

noob YAN!

THIS IS ME!

How do I look? hahaha

WHooo...going Genting on 23rd Mar with yh...Looking forward!!!

I am so Broke!!! No job!

Slacking like no mother, don't know is good or bad!LOL!

030309

2009-03-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY YAN AGAIN!

One year older!

Hope all your dreams will come true!

Loved!

HEY GIRLS~

2009-03-02T12:24:00.002+08:00

Went out with the girls on Sat. Nice meet up! Still as crap as before.

Don't forget our next gathering at sentosa! wahahhaha...

Miss you girls!

Meet up with Des & Khai on Fri, went jp makan. The main point is I bought Guitar Hero world tour!! whooo!!! Is fun!! Training in progress! wahahaha...

Sat night came my house again to slack and chill. Then went bishan for supper! waoh...tiring, reach home at around 4am.

SLACKING!

2009-02-26T23:08:00.003+08:00

My Poly life is over! Time flies, 3 years passes so fast. Get to know alot of new people, also got some nice and good friends! Hopefully we can keep in contact!

Thailand trip is gone, cause now there is politic problem. So changing venue?!?!?!

Most of the time, girls six sense are quite accurate.

Omg, I am broke again! I don't know why I spend so much! last week i spent like $100 plus don't know on what! SHIT! Have to control!!!!

Finally, meeting the girls up on Sat! Looking forward! hee...

Baby's bdae is coming! Still planning what I should do to surprise him. * Thinking hard*

Nowadays, is so difficult to find a job! If so lucky, there is one, guess the pay is low...Think i will be jobless for quite sometime! Please, if anyone have lobang, inform me! I don't mind working part time job!

What a day for me.

2009-02-22T21:40:00.002+08:00

Wednesday last paper! jia you! hee...

Whooo...will be going Korea at the end of apr 25th to May 2nd, looking forward.
Cum, going Thailand with baby on end of mar 23th! Whooo... Enjoy~~~

Sometimes, a lil things that we do, touched ppl heart. Is the effort that counts!

No matter how much we quarrel, my feeling for you wouldn't change! <3

Planning for yh bdae, any nice idea ppl? hee...

Love is a language you must learn, so I can understand you easily.

Be yourself!

2009-02-12T22:47:00.004+08:00

Watched " The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". Simply, I love the show. Even though the show is abit draggy, it is a very meaningful story. It tells us to cherish everyone around us. Enjoy every moment we had.

"Benjamin Button," is a grand tale of a not-so-ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the joys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

Valentine's day is round the corner! Everyone spread some love around, be it family, friends or your love one! Enjoy! Love is in the AIR~

Exam is also coming. I still haven't prepare anything yet. I am so slack nowadays, who can movtivate me? How can I get back my confidence like last time? I am trying! I have not much time left!

Challenge your labels. When we give ourselves a second chance, and get some help, most often we can do it!

Simple yet contented

2009-02-07T17:04:00.002+08:00

Time Flies, Chinese New Year is going to end soon!
I am graduating soon too. Guess this is the last month in Ngee Ann.
The feeling i am having now is so different. I consider lots of things,
Should i continue to study or come out to work?
Or should I take a short break first? But who is gonna give me money?
If i am going out to work, what kind of work should i look for?

My poly life simple yet fun. Even though most of my friends are guys, but they are really good friends! Keep in contact!

I have changed. Guess is isn't a good thing. What should I do? Slowly, I am drifting away from my gd friends? why? Is it because all of us are busy?

Counting down 2 more days to our 19th mth! <3

-My life is simple, I'm contented-

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-01-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOoo MOoo year to everyone!!!

Alright, Updates!

Finally, SRG is over for like a week plus. It was a good experience, even though we never win. Next year i will participate again for the R/C.

Finally, I got a DS lite.Whooo...Red!! I like~~Thanks baby for sharing the price with me!

After buying, I am broke again! Got to save money!

No pictures to update! Cause I do not have the time to go take and photo shop it. Stay tune~

Arghh... my arms itch like hell! Don't know why. Can someone tell me why? Whenever after a good night sleep, the next day, there will be a red patches on my arm, is so ugly! HELP!

Meaningful

2009-01-17T23:12:00.001+08:00

Receive this interesting Email. Find it very meaningful about life. Take some time to read it.

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side..

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent..

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

If you don't send this to at least 8 people.....Who cares?

George Carlin

2009-01-17T00:26:00.005+08:00

IS THIS THE REAL ME?

Who knows me well?

Does the guy beside me know me well?

Does this remind you of your childhood?

This picture was took at kampong glam, a small toy museum.

First thing, I perm my hair, but no pictures is taken yet! A brand new look, a brand new start for this year'09.

Next week SRG, quite worried actually.

This week, so much things had happened. Never expected this to come, till last Monday! In fact I am speechless now. Guess things is gonna change? Let nature take it course. People say, True friends will tell us our weakness, moreover, quarrel with us. Is it true?

Actually, in my heart, I don't know why, I just feel like saying sorry, but i cant bring myself saying it. I don't know why?!? *Sigh*

All I can do now, is leave everything behind, cause is the past. The most important now is to concentrate on SRG.

I finally went to enroll for my Driving Basic Theory, 20th feb my test date. Wish me luck~

What is life?

2009-01-03T14:58:00.003+08:00

It lighten up my life!

S M I L E is the most wonderful thing.

FISHEYE

Somethings cannot be taken away.

School gonna reopen this coming Monday! Is my last sem in poly! Time Flies, I am graduating!

SRG is coming soon on 20th Jan to 22 Jan. * Worried * Hopefully everything goes smoothly.

Wish us luck!

Random

2009-01-02T00:45:00.003+08:00

-CAUGHT IN ACTION-
Isn't this a nice street? Retro hur?
There is always another side of Singapore.
Which apply to human too.

Nice Scarf found & is cheap!
Is at Haji Lane!
Check it out!
Ain't they colourful.
Simply, We should be fortunate that we can see so much colours around us.

Simply, I love this guy! 090909

Is not easy to mantain a long relationship, so compromising, encouraging and motivating each other not to give up is very important, also cherishing every moment spend together. Lastly, Trust!

-FAITH & COURAGE-

This is me, Whether you like it or not!

I'm who I'm !

You can't change me, cause this is the real me!

H A P P Y 2 0 0 9

2009-01-01T01:06:00.004+08:00

SAY BYE BYE TO 2008 & WELCOME 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

TAKE CARE IN THIS YEAR 2009!

Hope everything will be better for everyone this year!

Speechless

2008-12-30T22:21:00.004+08:00

First thing, I finally turn 20. Happy belated birthday to myself.

Spend this special day with my family and yan. Nothing much indeed. Got present from my mummy, bros & Junda. Thanks alots for all the presents, I simply love it.

People who knows me, would know that I am a person whom is very blur, quite naive towards some stuffs, sometimes talk without thinking through my big brain. I have alot of weakness indeed. My main weakness is I do not know how to communicate with friends and people who cares about me. What should I do? I am such a failure.

This my blog, I write how I feel and how I think, I mean no harm. Since someone doesn't like what I wrote in the previous entry, I shall delete away that part.

I am sort of like a loner now. Am I or am I not? I am just afraid of hurting friends and getting troubles, maybe is because what I have been through in my sec sch life. I wonder, what are friends for? There for you when you need them? Did they? There are somethings i don't know how to put it. I shall keep it to myself!

At least I am contented I still have my family.

Somethings I don't understand why? I just want a simply life! That's all I ask for!

Thanks everyone for the wishes!

IMAGELESS ME!

2008-12-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

Some Imageless Pictures of me!

BE PREPARE!!!

wahahahaha...

But is quite Classic! LOL...

Even me myself, also can't take it! lol.

Time Flies! 2008 is gonna be over in 5 more days time. What have I been doing for this whole year? Doing my FYP most of the time. No life!

Soon, I'm Graduating. Gonna be lost again! Taking one step at a time.

LOVED

2008-12-25T11:13:00.004+08:00

l o v e d
What do you guys see? Dolphins or a couple?

Can you Guys see there is a couple at the centre of the Rose?

Isn't this sackboy from Little Big planet Cute! lol..

They can have different clothing and expression.

Photo Frame from him.

My First Lomography Camera.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! Enjoy your day everyone.

Got my Birthday Present from my baby! Simply, I love it! Is a Fisheye camera! Wanna get it for like a long time ago. Finally, I have one! Plus a Photo Frame he made in Bintan! & a Photo Album for me to put my Photos~Thanks baby!

Happy Sunday

2008-12-21T21:48:00.006+08:00

Watched Ip man today. Is a nice show! Lots of actions! Donnie Yen is so cool, his Kung Fu is really power!!! whoooo....

I bought 2 shoes today! LOL..Baby bought one for me. Thank you! love you! wahahaha...

I love both of my new shoes~~

Can't wait to get my photo tml ! lalalalala... Stay tune~~~

One more week to my 20th Birthday. Speechless about it.

MY LIFE

2008-12-21T02:10:00.004+08:00

Can you imagine, this is my workspace...So messy!!

Compare to the other guys, we are the worst.

Prove that, we did our project! wahahaha...

This is what I did for my FYP!

Sumo Robot! Cool?

Is not easy to do it.

Hopefully, we will win something in the SRG!

Simply this me and yan.

Took this picture while we are walking.

Not bad hur! lol..

Credits goes to YAN!

This was taken ytd at Changi beach with Khairul!

I find that is nice, because of the lighting. Nice~

Plus, is a ugly side of me!

Just not long ago, met up with Des, chenwei and weicai! Went mac to chit chat, not to study! LOL! They are really cock! Is nice to have them around, cause will laugh like hell! hahahaha... Although is just a short hang out, but is fun!

Christmas is coming~Tot of asking friends out on that day, seem like everyone is so busy. I also don't know what to do about the planning anymore. Boringly boring~

I am in the state of falling sick. Tired Tired!

TERM BREAK

2008-12-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

Finally, common test is over. Can have a good rest this weekend. Whooo...
Then Monday have to get back to my FYP again.

Meet up Bon today, Wow, we hardly meet up, cause both of us are just to busy with our school work, anyway, is always nice having her around, cause she is fun to be with. Wahahha...Meet up soon sometimes.
Saw a pair of addias shoes, very nice, $105, should I buy? *Pondering*

Gonna spendChristmas with my friends. Hopefully meixian and sooyee can confirm with me soon!

Last Mon, Public Holiday, meet up Shu Hua and Junda for Lunch at Sunset Way for Steamboat, good weather for steamboat, Shiok!!! Forture Steamboat, Not bad, quite cheap too!

Got to save up money for my bangkok trip next year!!!

A very surprising thing! My bro bought PS3! whoooo!!!! nice nice....
Keep playing, Little Big planet, is a very cute game. -Sackboy-is the character name.

Where is all my creativity gone to? Come back come back!

LALALALA, yan is not around! He is at bintan with his friends, enjoying himself. A little space for both of us~ =)

All I need is more time!

2008-12-04T22:05:00.004+08:00

Time is never enough.

Doesn't have time to update, so here it goes.....

Last week worked at IT fair with Shu Hua and her friend. Is fun working with them. But is very tiring, cause have to stand for the whole day till 9pm. Plus, is at expo, so far! At the IT fair, I only dilike one person which is the big boss! Lau Ti ko!!! Disgusting! yucks~ But then, overall, is fine, as long as I get my pay! wahahaha..

Working still, at Science Centre, sort of like helper for secondary school students in electronic workshop for 4 days, is a very slack job and the pay is good. wahahaha..

Stress, having common test, just finish 1 of my paper, DCT. Should be able to pass, cause I have no time to study, just to tired. Hopefully, other subject will be better! 1 down, 2 more to go.
Plus, I still have my FYP, I only left 1 month plus to the competition. Hopefully everything working smoothly by that time! God bless me!

Christmas is coming!! wohooo~ meaning, my birthday will be coming soon! Time flies~ I am turning 20 soon! .... !

Simply, I miss my bestie!!! Bon, christine, Doris and siying!!! meet up soon girls!

-All I Want For Christmas Is You-

2008-11-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Year 3 is so stresss. FYP, exams. Tired. How I wish time can slow down.
Will be working at IT fair this Thur to Sun. Gonna be a long weekend for me. *Roar*
Hopefully, another work will be on.
Cos I need money!! Save save save!!

Sometimes we might quarrel over little stuffs and hurts us lots, but at the end of the day, we still forgive each other.
Simply, I just adore you.

Love is showing forgiveness and grace.

Hanging in there

2008-11-18T22:17:00.003+08:00

Still, things haven't been going well for me. Hope time can heal all the hurts and misunderstanding. I will be strong. I won't break down so easily! Jia you!
You are the reason why I am hanging on!

Sometimes, things doesn't goes the way we wanted it to be, we can only accept it.

安静了

2008-11-15T23:22:00.006+08:00

A rose means I love you!

"Love is the emblem of eternity;

it confounds all notion of time:

effaces all memory of a beginning,

all fear of an end."

So busy with my Fyp nowadays, so tiring. Yawn! Hardly can I have a good sleep. Mostly everyday got to stay back in school to work on it.

I am luckily enough to have a good partner! WEI TING!! whoo...she is the best! GEE... Would'nt forget her after graduate, she is someone whom have been in the same class with me since year 1 till now. Actually I am really grateful to have her by my side, helping me out in everything! Thanks girl!

Shall stop all my ranting on my project! Boringly boring!

"There are many lessons in life that only time can teach you, like how much you love someone.

It's nearly impossible to know that, until you spend your days without them.

And then there are those lessons that you can learn only through the beating of your heart,

and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe.

Then finally, the essence of time and the power of your heart crossing paths,

and the only knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps you from letting go.

No, it's never the embracing, or the kisses. Not the laughter or the tears, only time."

Hope will be able to meet up my bestie soon! hee! you all know who you are! *misses*

Seriously, I need to go on diet! I am getting fatter! omg! never excerise and etc, really very lazy! LOL.

I am addicted to Nickelback song!!! Nice!!

LOW

2008-11-13T22:29:00.003+08:00

My mood hasn't been very good for past few days. *Sigh*
Lots of things have been happening. Seriously, I don't really know how to handle it.
Afraid that one day, i might not take it, and just burst! By saying all the !(**$##%^& out! ARGH! Need to learn to control myself!!

Well, while for me & yan, things also not good for us either. Time is the only thing that can solve our problem! *Sigh*

*So low*

Omg, I only left 8 weeks to do my FYP. Starting to get stress! Which is like finally! lol...
Hopefully, everything can work properly and perfectly after 5 weeks.

What is Love?

2008-11-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

Is not easy to trust someone, Or have faith in a person.
Is not easy to have courage to face all problems, Or even break up with a person.
Being in Love is the most wonderful thing, while the one giving all the love is suffering(tiring)!
Agreeable?

In a relationship, I got to learn lots of things!
How to compromise someone,
be more understanding,
be more independent & strong & etc.
Balancing friendship & relationship. ( This is very important, I guess I failed!)
Sometimes been too caring or too concern ain't a good thing too, cause the person might find you irritating.
There is lots of issues can't be solve. So be it, time will prove everything.

The main thing I want to do in the future is to earn lots of money, not to let myself to be in this state now, so broke! Hate it!
Single isn't a bad thing after all, after all the thinking & etc. Finally, I understand why my cousins till 30 still don't want get married, cause relationship is a commitment.
Feel that I am not ready for a long relationship.

Guess ppl reading this entry might think that something happen between me & him, the ans is NO, We didn't.
This is how I feel that all!

With a thousand different voices ringing in my ear. Listen to the whisper only the heart can hear!

Don't Panic

2008-11-06T22:50:00.005+08:00

My Model??? LOL...

This Photo was took long ago during our Zoo trip. All his Photos is so nice cause I took it, unlike mine! Humph!

Currently have no Photos to upload, cause I haven't develop the photos!
Hope ppl who is reading my blog, will look forward!
Cause I am really looking forward to see the photos! HEE!

Anyway, my Cousin just got married ytd!
Congrats Wynne & Dennis!!
She looks damn gorgeous!!!
They will live happily ever after!!!

Counting down 3 days to our 16th month! Time Flies!

Omg, Napfa is coming!!! 3 Dec! Help help help! I'm lazy to exercise! I need motivation!

Weekend

2008-11-01T17:31:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a busy day for me, actually there was no school for me ytd, well, i still have to go back to do my project stuffs!! arghh, then still have to go down to lavender to collect my 2 pulley which cost 170 bucks!! So expensive!!! The others will be paid by school.
So broke!!!!

Went Vivo to watch "High school Musical 3" ytd. My ticket is FREE. lol! Cos my cousin is working, so got free ticket from him! Not a bad show, all their music are very nice!!!

Yeah, finally next year March going Thailand with yan! wohoo! looking forward, planning in progress!!!

Omg, I saw one red agnes B wallet and Kate Spade Bag. Tempering!!! Got to save up money!!!

"Once you love, you cannot take it back, cannot undo it. What you felt may have changed, shifted slightly, yet still remains love."

LOVED

2008-10-23T23:37:00.003+08:00

Simply, I adore this guy!

- M e m o r i e s-

Thanks for everyone concern!

I am fine. Both of us is fine too. =)

Meet up with bon, christine, Doris,Siying and christine bf.

Nice catching up with them. Still the same, chit chat, gossip, laugh. Just simply love them!

Meet up soon again!!!

I am broke!!! Can the someone just donate me some money!!! =(

lost

2008-10-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

-THINGS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND-

-SPEECHLESS-

LOVED

2008-10-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

- T h i n k i n g o f Y o u -

"Happiness is not found at the end of the road,

it is experienced along the way.

So take not for granted each moment of your life

you will find a reason to be happy each day."

Everything is back to normal again. Always after a quarrel, we are able to sort things out, which is a good thing for our relationship.

Although we only been tgt for like 1 yr 3 mths only, isn't really long or short, but in our heart we know we enjoy every moment tgt. -LOVED-

LOL, I am addicted to PSP, LEGO Batman. LOL. It so cute!!! wahahhahaha~

Headache!!!! Friday another Review on my project! *ShiT*, my Robot can't be out by that time!! WHAT SHOULD I DO? I am already preparing for the worst!!!

Alright, I have a really boring weekend!! I stayed at home for the whole day nua-ing!!! Actually nua-ing is quite tiring!! lOl..

I still have a roll of flim! Someone suggest me where to take pictures?!?!?

Restless

2008-10-14T22:26:00.005+08:00

A new Sem, which is also my last sem. Time Flies! Pay hard & work hard this sem! =p

We came a long way, a year & 3 mth, should I be glad or sad?

Quarrels with little things still.

Are we really compatible for each other?

Our thinking is so different in lots of stuffs. How?

I did whatever I can!

What should I do to compromise him even more?

Guess I am just not a gd gf.

I am lost once again.

My tears is drying up soon.

since a long time i wrote something like this, isnt a good sign.

Let fate decide for me.

Maybe I am just too soft hearted and timid to face everything. =(

What goes round comes back round~

2008-10-08T18:25:00.002+08:00

REST IN PEACE

2008-10-05T13:17:00.004+08:00

Shall update what am I doing these few days.

My 3rd uncle passed away last Thursday. Went to his wake almost everyday.

Today will be the last night.

He will always be remembered!
Cherish everyone around us, especially your family!

I am falling sick soon! Tired Tired!

Went to watch Ah Mei concert ytd night. Her voice is really power pack! Good concert!

EmotionaL

-Make You Feel My Love -

Faith.Courage.Trust

Faith.Courage.Trust

Random

BullSHIT!

PENCIL FIRST CHINESE NEW YEAR

LUMIX LX5

I believe

SWEET SPOT.

=)

WHAT'S LIFE ALL ABOUT?

*White flag*

=D

ON LEAVE!

BORING SHIT!

Updates

LOVED

HK HK HK HK Hk HK HK

I'm so weak now!

I'm sick

HELPLESS

black sunday

RIP

TIRED

Somethings wrong with me!

PRIDE!

I'll Get by , I'll survive, time is all I need.

The Unexpected

FUCK UP!

O L D photos!

This is Life

happy birthday again!

Confused

Values

Happy New Year

Avatar

2010

Hua Yu Company Dinner 2009

My Journey

Germany

Russian Roulette

WHAT A FUCK UP DAY!

L I F E

what happened?

Monday blues

The Ugly Truth

原谅我就是这样的女生

WORK

Flying off

=D

Complicated!

Regretful

Regret

Korea here i come~

LOST

Give up?

What should I do!?

Is there still hope?

M I S S E S

Unbeautiful

I will still be here!

For the beauty Queens~

Looking Forward!

030309

HEY GIRLS~

SLACKING!

What a day for me.

Be yourself!

Simple yet contented

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Meaningful

What is life?

Random

H A P P Y 2 0 0 9

Speechless

IMAGELESS ME!

LOVED

Happy Sunday

MY LIFE

White flag